Well, I know I haven't been here in a while. I have a new journal now!!!  lol I'll probably update that one more often. Here it is!!!

http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=SomeGuyFromHawaii

Well...today was long. Woke up about 10 or so. Didn't do much, until we left to go to pick up one of my dad's friends...We went to Clinton because she had some business with some car dealership. Not fun at all. We ended up spending about 4-5 hours there...she got into an arguement with some guy in the place...over some money. She's so immature. Even my dad says that. She's only 18 and engaged, and she cusses like no tommorow. It's actually funny. Well, Christmas is almost here!!! I can't wait!! I don't know how much I'll get for Christmas...I don't think it's gonna be a lot though. Of course, my mom hasn't called yet, and I don't think she will. I miss her a lot. I actually thought she would be home for Christmas.  Right now I'm just too bored, or something. Nowadays I don't really care what happens, I feel like everything is outta control. But I know something will give soon. I gotta keep some hope up, it's the holiday season! I was talking with a close friend of mine, Sam earlier. She's great...very insightful. I'm also talking with Chelle right now. She's in some turmoil with love right now. I wish her luck even though my luck in love is 0. It might hurt her. Well, I'll go now. See everyone later!

Hey everyone! I got some great news!!!!!!! I passed my EOC!!!!! Woohoo! I don't have to worry about taking Algebra 1 again! I'm so happy. All that studying paid off!  Today was good. We stayed in 4th period for 3 hours. It was great! We had a PS2 and Xbox set up. We had some awesome games in there!!!!!! I'm bringing my games tommorow, so we can play in 3rd period!!! Woohoo! Can't wait for Christmas break! No school or anything. Plus I get some gifts!!! I'm glad. Right now I'm just chillin chatting with some friends. I'm gonna go right now, gonna call some people and listen to some music. Peace.

I have a new sn for AIM: SweetGuyFromHI

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The Road I'm on- 3 Doors down

She said life’s a lot to think about sometimes
When you’re living in between the lines
And all the stars are sparkling, shine everyday
He said life’s so hard to move in sometimes
When it feels like I’m in the line
And no one even cares to ask me why I feel this way

And I know you feel helpless now, and I know you feel, hold on
That’s the same road, the same road that I’m on, yeah

He said life’s a lot to think about sometimes
When you keep it on between the lines
And everything I want and I want to find one of these days

But what you thought was real in life
Oh, it somehow steer you wrong
And now you just keep trying and trying to find out where you belong
And I know you feel helpless now, and I know you feel, hold on
That’s the same road, the same road that I’m on

What you thought was real in life, somehow steer you wrong
And now you just keep trying and trying to find where you belong

I know you feel helpless now, I know you feel, hold on
That’s the same, the same road that I’m on

Yet another one by 3 doors down! This band is one of my favorites!

Like I said earlier, lately my emotions have been all over the place. Yesterday, I felt really bad. I've just lost it. I feel like everything has just crashed down. But it's okay, I'll deal with all of this somehow. Today has been okay I guess. I went to the Sat. Study stuff, it wasn't too bad. Had some fun, and got some stuff answered. I'm gonna pray that I do well. I'm just chillin here for now, might go play some PS2 later, or call someone. I feel like talking to someone tonight. Oh, I told Aimee how I really feel about her. I finally did it. It's been bothering me for so long. But that's not important. I would like to thank Aimee and Brit for stopping me from doing something really stupid. I love you guys!  Thanks so much!

Yes, I'm not kidding right now. I feel really really shitty. Somehow the weekends do that to me. I have all this time to think and then I get worked up....strange how that works. Anyway, onto the main event. Maybe I'm just gone crazy...or whatever. Yeah, that's gotta be it. Because I'm tired of everything in my life. I hate myself. I hate everything I represent. My heart aches. I'm just meaningless. Anyway, I'm gonna keep this short. I'll probably gonna do it. and if I don't...well, I don't know about that. Bye everyone

I love this song. It's... So I need you- by 3 doors down

If you could step into my head, tell
Me would you still know me
If you woke up in my bed, tell me
Then would you hold me
Or would you simply let it lie,
Leaving me to wonder why
I can't get you out of this head
I call mine

And i will say
Oh no i can't let you go,
My little girl
Because you're holding up my
World, so i need you
Your imitation of my walk and the
Perfect way you talk
It's just a couple of the million
Things that i love about you
So i need you
So i need you
So i need you
So i need you

And if i jumped off the brooklyn Bridge, tell me would you
Still follow me And if i made you mad today, tell Me would you love me
Tomorrow? please
Or would you say that you don't
Care, and then leave me Standing here
Like the fool who is drowning in Despair and screamin'

Oh no i can't let you go,
My little girl
Because you're holding up my
World, so i need you
Your imitation of my walk and the
Perfect way you talk
It's just a couple of the million
Things that i love about you
So i need you
So i need you
So i need you
So i need you
I'm on my own
I'm on my own
I'm on my own
Oh no i can't let you go, my
Little girl

Because you're holding up my
World, so i need you
Your imitation of my walk
And the perfect way you talk
It's just a couple of the million
Things that i love about you
So i need you
So i need you
So i need you

Reminds me of a certain someone....

Hey guys. Today has been a great day! My project for Science is finished! Woohoo! It wasn't too hard actually. I can't wait till EOC's are over. I gotta go to a study session on Saturday. I need to be ready for this. But I ain't too worried about it. Well, some of my friends left for a field trip, so it was kinda quiet today lol. 4th period was a blast. I had World History, and we didn't do anything really. I tried to finish my Algebra homework, but of course I couldn't!  I was distracted lol. I was talking with my friend Ana, and some other people. Somehow the convo shifted to relationships...but it was cool. Ana said I was sweet, and I would make a good boyfriend...I hope she's right. That makes 6 people who said I'm sweet. I must be on a roll here!  lol. We just talked for just about all of the period. But we'll have some work tommorow. Anywayz, I haven't been on here in a while. Been at my dad's friend's house. He's cool, and he's only 18! He has his own place...and he's engaged. Pretty nice. Aimee has been doing pretty good lately. I'm happy for her. I haven't talked to Chelle in a little while, I'm pretty sure she's worried about me. I'll talk to her tommorow. She'll be on! Well, I'm pretty good right now. I'm gonna go soon. I'm tired! Bye everyone!